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Hiks.. hiks… hua…
did u get any gifts on ur valentine??
chocholate? flowers?

hiks..hiks.. actually in this valentine i’ll get a special gift from my korean class.
u knw what? i’ll be sent to korea.. my favourite country after Mekkah and LA (where’s my leonardo live)
hiks.. hiks..
but… i failed.. huaaaaa… huaaa…

i was the best candidate to get the chance fly to Dae Han Minguk (Korea), but.. suddenly changed.. huaaaa.. i was dissappointed.. very… jincha..
u know what’s the reason? b’coz i’m not social science student.. hikss..hiks.. stupid….

In this June, 2 of us (1 from level 3 and 1 for level 4) will be sent to korea. 1st for 4 weeks, something like exchanged student, and 1 again just Tour for 10 days..
my lecturer said that every year the students that will be sent are from Social Science Faculty students, so i didnt hope too much. but after that he added that this year will be different. one of us, or both of us can be from other faculties. and he will select us by test. so my wish come again. that’s why i studied hard every night.

but today, on Valentine day, he told us a news (for me that was a disaster). he said that, representative from level 4 already fixed. Going to korea for exchaged student for 4 weeks. this is cause of from korea’s side they want someone who had got the korean test certificate only (something like TOEFL, n i’m going to take this April).
so the rest is the Tour for 10 days. i was so happy when i heard about this. and also i was so nervous about the result who is going to be sent (but i was abit confident that’s going to be me, hehe..).

but…..
but…..
when i hear he said that…
"from dean of Social Science Fac, they want one of the representative is from Social Science faculty. But unfortunately, in level 4 i’ve already chosen from other faculty, Engineering Faculty (I was SHOCKED). so, sorry to say, for level 3 i must choose someone from Social science".

oh god.. suddenly i want to cry.. huaa…
i cant believe what i heard..
suddenly i think, should i change my faculty for a while??
should i?? on that time i tried to smile, to relax, not to show that i was dissappointed, eventhough I TOTALLY DISAPPOINTED.

and then, one thing that make me really dissappointed, there are only 3 students in my level from Social Science. and again, make me want to scream was, 2 of them cant go coz they’ll have Practical Training. oh my god…
so undirectly, the winner is chosen.. what a jerk..

i tried to laugh, to congratulate (cry in my heart). i was totally, totally dissappointed.
i’m angry coz the selection was not based on Test or our ability. n for me, that wasnt FAIR.

Onething that wanna make me crazy too is, one of the tour’s schedule is go to the place where the Dae Jang Geum or Jewel In The Palace take shoot. My brother JI JIN HEE’s drama. and again, will meet the cast of that drama..
OMG>……………… Crazy or not… my chance to meet my bother… suddently… oh Goddddd…

but i just can ‘pasrah’ to Allah. may be he has something goodest for me.
and also may be Allah want to test me n remain me not to be too confident. same like Jang Geum in Jewel In The Palace when she tried to be a doctor.
i forgot to take the moral of the story form the drama that i saw..

so baqi.. himne ja..
dont hate korean language k??

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