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yeah, should i write this?? hm.. btw, i need to share.

i cant forget a girl that i love the most when i in senior high school. i’ve tried so many ways to love someone else, but still, i cant fall in love. when i with other girl i just see her face, i just hear her voice. i always ask my self, why i cant forget her? why i cant love someone else?? why she always appear in my dream?? could sombody help me??

she was my first love n my love at first sight. na, geu yeoja jeongmal saranghae. jinca..

when i heard that she was sick, suddenly i felt so worry. i couldn’t sleep even she said that she’s fine. when i heard that her place attacked by flood, my heart said that i need to accompany her, to calm her, to protect her, coz i’ve ever seen her cry coz of flood. the way she worried about her family, i just… cant bear that. but still i cant help her coz she’s too far..

i really really love her. jinja.. jinja saranghandago..

but i dunno if she also had same feeling for me. i have no confident to ask coz i’m afraid to lose her. i don’t wanna lose her. i can bear to help her with someone else compare to lose her. i’ll do whatever for her as long as i can still love her..

for me,
i just wanna fallin love ONCE in my life
I just wanna marry ONCE in my life
I just wanna give my all for the ONE i love
coz i just live ONCE.

Tasya ya, Anastasya Yolanda, MIANHADA, SARANGHANDA…
Please dont hate me, dont go away from me eventhough u cant love me..
coz u are the only one that i love, forever n ever………

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